RANSVESTIA

Theodore Rozack, and then write on page 60-"we found ourselves so impressed, stimulated, fascinated, amazed, excited—when we put on something feminine for the first time. Because we did find our own femininity and we found it in ourselves and it was good.-We were subconsciously prepared for its 'discovery' that first time in panties, etc.--It isn't that clothing really has any virtue in itself in spite of all the raptures FPs go into, etc.--It is what it represents."

Here I think you have gone astray, not in your assumption that we TVs or FPs are expressing and liberating the femininity that is in us, but that we select women's clothes merely as a "uniform." Do you really find cotton panties, cotton stockings, cotton slips, etc., a satisfactory or acceptable attire? I am sure that you would find them an abominable substitute for "soft silk," which is to say nylon, satin, etc., with a "froth of lace at the hem." As a little boy, I can remember that my "security blanket" was a piece of smooth satin that I held next to me when I went to sleep in my bed. As I grew older I came to realize that the only clothing made of silk or satin was girl's or women's attire, and as I had come to love the touch and feel of silks and satins, I found myself purloining silk panties and slips from an older female cousin's drawer, and keeping them hidden for use whenever I got the chance. I never did "cotton" to cotton, nor was I ever interested in woolen dresses, or linen, or denim, and women's clothes made of these materials have never "turned me on"!

Yet I adore nylons, satins, taffetas, chiffons, lace and polyester, all fabrics with a "silky" touch. The look of them, their sheen and shimmer, their rustle or their flow as one walks or turns, their caress on one's skin, and their cling to the figure, the softness at the finger- touch, etc., are all part of their attraction. And as these things are important, so too is the cut and style, the fashion of the clothes, in the sense that they must be obviously feminine. Unisex or "butch" styles are revolting and obnoxious to most true TVs or FPS! Factually, I have only two pantsuits and I seldom wear them, the real reason I got them was because the jackets matched a favorite skirt or jumper, with which I usually team them as a feminine suit. I have a few "linen look" skirts and two cotton skirts, but I always wear flagrantly "silky" lingerie under them so that my body will have the softness I crave next to it, and I always team them up with nylon or crepe or satin blouses to make them more "feminine" in appearance. Although some of my slips and outfits are tailored, they are definitely not "severe looking" and most of the time my choice is very "feminine," frilly, and sensuous looking styles!